Quod me nutrit, me destruit.

I’m starting to slip again.

My heart just dropped into my feet, oh fuck.

Managed to get my BMI from 12 to 13 already, yay :}

41460) Torn between two words. Skinny or Fat. Ana gives you no way out.

41334) Whilst it used to be a voice inside of me encouraging me to keep going, that voice I hear is now my own, and that is what scares me.

I look so gross these days too, I don’t go out, I don’t see anyone and I spend half my day in bed. I see no point.

But when I walk past a mirror or see this, my heart sinks. I was so much better this time last year. I was happy. I was the right size. I was normal.

Overcoming feeling of poo

boo

I miss you

This is really bad quality but I really don’t understand how he fancies me, he is the most gorgeous guy ever with a perfect body, he’s cute, funny and always makes me smile.

I bet I fuck it up though.

Cheeks have been aching from smiling all day, not been this happy in a while!